dear buddha,

I need new friends.

I can't say anymore than that or people will start confronting me and the last thing I want is for people to start to talk to me.

So, Buddha, does my wish get granted?

oh my bang

It's almost three in the morning.

And what am I doing? Can you guess? Yeah, yeah?

That's right. I'm updating this stupid Xanga that nobody reads anymore AND I'm browsing a Big Bang forum and an Anti-SNSD forum.

I have no life. Do you agree?

Sigh, I should ditch Xanga already and move on to a better blog hosting site.

Maybe livejournal. Or something of the sort. Ha, I don't know. But nobody has Xanga anymore...

that's pretty sad. I like comments. Won't anyone comment?

Don't be stupid, Tracy. Nobody comments because nobody cares.

Oh damn, I'm talking to myself again. Oh damn, I swore. Twice. That's not good.

How was my birthday you ask? It's was okay. The Dark Knight was an EPIC movie, no doubt. I got a cuteee panda from Jennifer. I named it Seungri. (; I love my Ri-Bear. Got an awesome Fahrenheit VCD from Thao. Arron's still a kayooootay. Okay, I'll never say that again. But uh...what else?

My health is in danger. But shh, you didn't hear that from me..

I want to go shopping again. I can't wait to go back to school shopping. It's time to revamp my closet, girlies. Bring out Daddy's credit card 'cause Tracy's gonna Big Bang-ize her style!

But only slightly. (;

I'm not that obsessed. Pft. I still got the preppy-ness. Lawl.

I'm tired now.

I'll update tomorrow.

Or I might quit. And go someplace else. Hehe.

Peace.

happy birthday to me

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to tracy,
happy birthday to me.

God, I am so pathetic.

oh god

Oh God. I'm turning 15 in two hours. Less than that, actually. I'm scared. Is it stupid to be scared of turning older? I don't know. Am I really scared of turning older? I don't know that either. Actually...I realize that I don't know a lot of things. Turning 15 should be good, right? I'm still young. I'm actually testing for my permit tomorrow, and I have KD.

So what's wrong with me?

I think...I think I'm afraid that people are going to forget about my birthday.

Like they did last year.

ehh, boredom kills

I am so so so so so so so so so bored. I can't explain to you how much boredom I have within me. I'm about to drive myself insane, people. All I've been doing is lounging around the house and watching random crap on YouTube. Gosh. I need to get out of my house. At least Asha's party is on Sunday. Bonding time with my buddy Priscilla (:<3

I miss Pang so much. I talked to her today. Things aren't the same, with her in Thailand and us...here. In boring old Texas. I can't wait for my birthday present though; she got me a Super Junior poster. Gosh, I'm going to cry every time I see Donghae's pretty face. Lol. Bogoshipo, Pang unni~

It's almost midnight. Why is it everytime I update my Xanga it either hits midnight or pass it? Hm. I should stop staying up so late. This is why my laptop gets taken away so often. (:

My mom bought me white-gold earrings today. My ears hurt like a motherrrr. I'm not even kidding. It's been such a long time since I wore earrings. Gosh.

I'll be back to edit this when my boredom kicks in again. I think I'll go change my layout. Preferably to something more...me. Lawl. Like something with Big Bang pasted all over it. XD

- edit -

THAT'S PRETTY CHEAP. Freaking Xanga doesn't have Big Bang listed in their search thingy for the currently: status. Gay.