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dear buddha,

Fri, 01 Aug 2008 00:35:35 GMT

I need new friends.

I can't say anymore than that or people will start confronting me and the last thing I want is for people to start to talk to me.

So, Buddha, does my wish get granted?

oh my bang

Thu, 31 Jul 2008 06:57:39 GMT

It's almost three in the morning.

And what am I doing? Can you guess? Yeah, yeah?

That's right. I'm updating this stupid Xanga that nobody reads anymore AND I'm browsing a Big Bang forum and an Anti-SNSD forum.

I have no life. Do you agree?

Sigh, I should ditch Xanga already and move on to a better blog hosting site.

Maybe livejournal. Or something of the sort. Ha, I don't know. But nobody has Xanga anymore...

that's pretty sad. I like comments. Won't anyone comment?

Don't be stupid, Tracy. Nobody comments because nobody cares.

Oh damn, I'm talking to myself again. Oh damn, I swore. Twice. That's not good.

How was my birthday you ask? It's was okay. The Dark Knight was an EPIC movie, no doubt. I got a cuteee panda from Jennifer. I named it Seungri. (; I love my Ri-Bear. Got an awesome Fahrenheit VCD from Thao. Arron's still a kayooootay. Okay, I'll never say that again. But uh...what else?

My health is in danger. But shh, you didn't hear that from me..

I want to go shopping again. I can't wait to go back to school shopping. It's time to revamp my closet, girlies. Bring out Daddy's credit card 'cause Tracy's gonna Big Bang-ize her style!

But only slightly. (;

I'm not that obsessed. Pft. I still got the preppy-ness. Lawl.

I'm tired now.

I'll update tomorrow.

Or I might quit. And go someplace else. Hehe.

Peace.

happy birthday to me

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 04:17:00 GMT

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to tracy,
happy birthday to me.

God, I am so pathetic.

oh god

Mon, 28 Jul 2008 02:18:43 GMT

Oh God. I'm turning 15 in two hours. Less than that, actually. I'm scared. Is it stupid to be scared of turning older? I don't know. Am I really scared of turning older? I don't know that either. Actually...I realize that I don't know a lot of things. Turning 15 should be good, right? I'm still young. I'm actually testing for my permit tomorrow, and I have KD.

So what's wrong with me?

I think...I think I'm afraid that people are going to forget about my birthday.

Like they did last year.

ehh, boredom kills

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 03:57:57 GMT

I am so so so so so so so so so bored. I can't explain to you how much boredom I have within me. I'm about to drive myself insane, people. All I've been doing is lounging around the house and watching random crap on YouTube. Gosh. I need to get out of my house. At least Asha's party is on Sunday. Bonding time with my buddy Priscilla (:<3

I miss Pang so much. I talked to her today. Things aren't the same, with her in Thailand and us...here. In boring old Texas. I can't wait for my birthday present though; she got me a Super Junior poster. Gosh, I'm going to cry every time I see Donghae's pretty face. Lol. Bogoshipo, Pang unni~

It's almost midnight. Why is it everytime I update my Xanga it either hits midnight or pass it? Hm. I should stop staying up so late. This is why my laptop gets taken away so often. (:

My mom bought me white-gold earrings today. My ears hurt like a motherrrr. I'm not even kidding. It's been such a long time since I wore earrings. Gosh.

I'll be back to edit this when my boredom kicks in again. I think I'll go change my layout. Preferably to something more...me. Lawl. Like something with Big Bang pasted all over it. XD

- edit -

THAT'S PRETTY CHEAP. Freaking Xanga doesn't have Big Bang listed in their search thingy for the currently: status. Gay.

ditching texas for two weeks

Thu, 05 Jun 2008 03:40:55 GMT

God, I hate him.

I hate him, I hate him, I hate him.

Goodness.

What kind of lame response is that. If he can't come up with anything better, at least an "oh" would be fine. But no. "Let's pretend it never happened." God, I want to stab that kid.

Yeah, I'm ditching this place for two weeks. Miss me? Doubt it.

Peace.

exams suck

Tue, 03 Jun 2008 05:24:37 GMT

~~It's almost midnight.~~ Well, now it is midnight.

I failed my orchestra and spanish exams. Good gosh. I can't wait until this year is over. Next year, I'm going to really buckle down and study. Ninth grade year was kind of rocky for me, I guess. Kind of like a reality check? I really want to do better next year. No more fangirling until all hours of the night, less dramas, just hardcore work & study. It'll pay off in the long run, right? ^_^ I really should be doing my English review. But chances are, I'll fail that too. Sigh, what a way to end the year. But to be honest, I don't really feel the stress from exams. It's so weird. I usually completely stress out, but this time around...I'm not. I think that's because summer time is coming around. And I'm just being lazy. Blah. Whatever.

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I'm finally done with my English review. Well, partially. I finished all but two stories in the packet, which are to be saved for tomorrow :] Alright. I'm so screwed for English. No idea what LDO or DO or gerunds or any of that fun crap is. Ah well. Four hours left of ninth grade. I'm really going to step it up next year; like a big step.

I'm out. It's bedtime for me now. It's almost 1:30.

Goodnight, everyone. Jia you on exams!

back to my dear friend xanga

Sun, 01 Jun 2008 06:50:08 GMT

Yup, it's back to good old Xanga for me.
After all, who needs MySpace?
Right, right? :D
It's like freakin' stalker central there. And all the layouts piss me off. Aha. Back to good old blogging, good old middle school days.
Dang, I miss it.
I miss a lot of things actually.
I honestly do not like how technology is taking over everyone's lives, including mine. Sigh, I shouldn't be saying this either, but honestly. All we do is play on our computers, text with phones, listen to iPods, etc. Why don't we ever just sit around together and simply talk? Is that too hard? Or just hang out, without ever touching something technological. Sigh.
It's almost 3:30 in the morning. And I'm still wide awake.
I like the new Xanga layout. It's really pretty.
I really need to find a song...haha. I want to see if I can find my old Xanga, from like, seventh grade. ^_^
Well, off to bed then. It was nice reuniting with you, Xanga.

/edit

Screw the song. Half the music codes on here don't freaking work.

Anyways. It's Sunday afternoon. Why am I still inside? Sigh. It's such a pretty day outside too. I think I'll go play tennis with my dad later. Wow. I'm such a loser. I like hanging out with my parents. Haha. Then, I'll have to like, study. For Spanish and Orchestra. That's not freaking right. Orchestra exam/review time is supposed to be meant for DDR and Guitar Hero and just chilling. Not exams! Not a written test, nor a playing test, nor a rhythm test. That. Is. So. Gay. Ugh, Mr. Planks and Mrs. Son suck. Mrs. Irias didn't give us back our review either, so hello? How do I practice for Spanish? I can't even freaking tell the difference between preterite and imperfect! Lame. At least I don't have to go to school until 11 on Tuesday. (Oh yeah for exemption from Human Geography~) And I get to leave at 11 on Wednesday. The last day of school.

I swear, I'll freaking cry.

I don't want Pang to leave. I don't want Priscilla to go to PESH, or Alan, or anyone else for that matter. Blah, stupid PISD have to split up the high schools. Who's bright idea was that? /sarcasm. :[ I don't like eighth graders either. They really freaking annoy me. (Exception of some.) But yeah, sophomore year...totally dreading. :[ Meh.

But on a more trivial matter.

I like the video section of the Xanga. BIG BANG, HWAITING! I've also started a slight obsession of SHINee. Holy crap. Jonghyun. The cutest cutie ever. Daesung from Big Bang. Another cutecutecutecutie. Yunho from DBSK. Plain hot. There's no question about it. But my heart will forever stay with Arron Yan. Le'duh. Fahrenheit, ftw. <3 Haha, I'm such a fan girl. .___.

I need some more dramas to watch over the summer. Sigh, I want to watch a sad, sad, sad drama. A good drama, thankyouverymuch. So far, I have a short-ish list.

Summertime Dramas:
1. Rolling Love.
2. Pi Li MIT.
3. Absolute Boyfriend.
4. Nobuta Wo Produce.
5. I Want To Become A Hard Persimmon.
6. So I'm Not Handsome.
7. Stairway to Heaven.
8. Winter Sonata.

Yeah, wow, short list. I'll update it later. I'm off for a jog and maybe some tennis with my dad. Peace.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Mon, 03 Sep 2007 02:05:40 GMT

I miss Xanga.